Together alone

Ever been involved with someone who makes you feel lonelier than when you were single?
Ever had a relationship that made less sense than a road crash?
Ever had a relationship that made a normal balanced happy person sit back in shock and wonder what the hell they are and what are they doing wrong… ?

Or is it just me…

Case in point: The girl I am ‘becoming’ involved with is independent, so much so that she doesn’t need anyone. So why is it that she dates me? Where is that dating going to other than an empty bank balance for me, because she won’t pay a cent for anything any time we go out? And I catch myself with a serious case of mirror stares wondering what the hell I did wrong… and why I am STILL dating her.

I need to look back a step and think what it was about her that attracted me. God only knows now that I look back on it. I saw a relatively calm and self assured person that was very social and charming. It certainly isn’t a svelte figure, she has one, but it is in a magazine on her coffee table, which by the way I have never seen under the piles of crap and dishes on it. Come to think of it the carpet in her place is a mystery to me too.

For a woman that is having her power disconnected and can blithely spend 300 on a skirt 3 days earlier, I really have to question where her priorities are and which pawn shop she sold them to along with her empathy, sincerity and heart. That rock under her ample breast may move when she walks, But that is only because it is off balance on the pedestal it sits on.

She has redefined in the dictionary of ‘Obi Won’ the term of self centred. The longer I fight against the obvious the more and more I deserve the laughs and ridicule that the group of people I am growing away from show me.

All comes down to respect.
Respect yourself or no one else will..

Respectfully yours. Obi Won